a pray at the late of night

open up a new window, but you're still be my first thought in the morning.
months by months passed, "how are you?" "are you okay?".
it was painful the last time, actually, the feeling still lingers on.
i hate missing you, i hate reminisce, i hate not being able to be with you
no matter how much fights, it seems i keep coming back.
imagine all sorts scenarios, dreaming that one day the bubble dream come true.
but if God written other stories,
all i can hope is that twenty years from now, ten years from now, no matter how far apart we are or where we've gone with our lives, that you'll still remember me and everything that we went through.
this scenarios also written, you would still hold my wrinkly hand as we walk down the street when we're old.
but if God written other stories,
all i can hope is that your body always consume with the happiness, luck, and something beautiful that always make you smile.
i don't know what the future holds, but i know someday i'll really lose you, i know it might be soon going to be soon.
regardless of everything, i love you

an old birdy wishes

damn lame, i've just found this at icanread, one of my wishes which i was wrote on that tiny little green bird. i know he won't open that fold and read all my thoughts,grrrr! oh let it bleed only for this once.moooooooooooooooooove on, don't ever look back in anger sweets :)

guys don't know & should know & should very know about girls

1. Make us smile when we're down, stay caring. nothing's better.

2. Certainly, we reserve the right to hate all of your ex-girlfriends.

3. We loooooooove surprises!

4. If you're gonna look at other girls, at least make sure we don't see you do it.

5. Play any instruments for us, such as guitar or piano, sweet!

6. we're ALWAYS EXPECTING YOU TO CALL.

7. Please stop say " terserah", "yaudah", "gatau" when face the problem, help us to find a best solution.

8. We would love if you can understand & keep patient with our moods swings, specially when we have our monthly period.

9. Lean on us whenever you worried about something, share. stop acting so strong.

10. Fulfill your every promise and we'll love you till die

11. Immature guys are out from girls' list, so stop collecting porn.

12. When we say to you about these : feels not beautiful enough, uninteresting and less confident of ourself, pay attention for it. it's seriously serious.

13. Dreams a lot with us, planning future, don't let our bubble dreams broken.

14. But we're sorry, of course, Brandon Routh is hotter than you :p

15. We're genetically sensitive, so if we're cry, hug us like the warmest Bear.

16. We can either jokingly or seriously get jealous over your video games.

17. We miss you in every single second & never get patient for the next meets with you.

18. Karma does very exist, never mind to cheating us.

19. Consider your word when you get mad, stop being crude. girls can always remember it anytime whatsoever.

20. When you're annoying like hell (e.g: hang up the phone when we're yelling), we're still love you indeed.


reference : blog of casseybunn ; 15 things guys don't know about girls

my addiction

crushcrushcrush!
super spicy, savory, crunchy, buuuuuttt addictive & unhealthy
unlucky me,can't stop eating :(

newborn baby comes!

hello! yes as you see, there are many changes right? my background turning bright with different tittle & description--no,i still heart ayunan now and forever,swear!--i decided to change it became BTFL, only God knows why. so gimme apology for my bad english,thanks :p
i really skip March for posting. woohoo i'm too lazy to write. even until this day, my mood flies and he never come back, dash! i thinks bring times for laugh is better!

so how you folks doing? hope you doing well, like i did today & days days days before. i love my college's life :)
i've a class at 7.30 o'clock tomorrow, have a guess? it's Akhlak Tasawuf lecture with super boring lecturer hehe don't blame on me Sir. wait-Sir? whoo? i even don't know his name. okay i promise to ask my friends about that *crossfinger*

well, mm, i hate my visible eyebags. really hate i meant. it getting more visible if i'm not fast asleep. on other side, i difficulty falling asleep. huaa is it insomnia?

YES i'm panda look a like, miserable. then i'm googling for that mammals, newborn cutties baby panda come! here we go love

day 1 & 2

day 25

day 30

day 85- 90


day 120

TA-DA!
i think baby panda needs more sleep to lose her eyerings, hihi

the twin cubs were born on July 7th 2008 (ayunan 1st year anni :)), their mother named Guo-guo.
photos have been taken from cute-overload && see for more cutties newborn baby there!

p.s : give a click, the turn on-turn off light at top-right corner on hers layout is awe, waaaants! how about you?