face it with smile!

phone rings

2010-05-12T23:25:00.003+07:00

is it you??? never.

most happ

2010-05-12T23:14:00.004+07:00

RUBIK

kibur
bikur
urkib
ibruk
rukib
ribuk
kubir
kibur
ukrib
ikrub
burik.... long time no see you :(

sometimes you need a storm to wake you up

2010-03-14T10:30:00.017+07:00

when you're in a high level of anxiety, only your bests who can say honestly to makes you more realistic

a n g g i ♡ says:

nih aiy, liat dari sisi lain deh

emg dia ajak lo jalan tiap hari? ENGGAK KAN

emg dia mau anter jemput lo kapan aja? ENGGAK juga kan

dia aja klo mau ketemu lo angot2an

dia udah ga sayang kali sama lo aiy

klo sayang pastii dia kangeeen pengen ketemu lo teruus

ini mau ketemu ajaa dia susah, ga mau2 gituu

udaaah ah aiy

ngapain lo liat2 lg

dia juga udah ga suka sama lo

dia udah suka sama yang lain kan

Nila:
yaudahlah aiy, dia juga berhak bahagia

another reality, im just not too ready to read, to know, to see.. maybe removing as the best way,
i'm happy if you happy :)

the most important things are the hardest to say

2010-02-07T00:00:00.003+07:00

they are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them—words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they’re brought out. But it’s more than that, isn’t it? The most important things lie too close to wherever your secret heart is buried, like landmarks to a treasure your enemies would love to steal away. And you make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in a funny way, not understanding what you’ve said at all, or why you thought it was so important that you almost cried when you where saying it. That’s the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within not for the want of a teller but for the want of an understanding ear.

Stephen King

a pray at the late of night

2010-02-02T15:23:00.015+07:00

open up a new window, but you're still be my first thought in the morning.
months by months passed, "how are you?" "are you okay?".
it was painful the last time, actually, the feeling still lingers on.
i hate missing you, i hate reminisce, i hate not being able to be with you
no matter how much fights, it seems i keep coming back.
imagine all sorts scenarios, dreaming that one day the bubble dream come true.
but if God written other stories,
all i can hope is that twenty years from now, ten years from now, no matter how far apart we are or where we've gone with our lives, that you'll still remember me and everything that we went through.
this scenarios also written, you would still hold my wrinkly hand as we walk down the street when we're old.
but if God written other stories,
all i can hope is that your body always consume with the happiness, luck, and something beautiful that always make you smile.
i don't know what the future holds, but i know someday i'll really lose you, i know it might be soon going to be soon.
regardless of everything, i love you

an old birdy wishes

2010-01-26T00:56:00.010+07:00

damn lame, i've just found this at icanread, one of my wishes which i was wrote on that tiny little green bird. i know he won't open that fold and read all my thoughts,grrrr! oh let it bleed only for this once.moooooooooooooooooove on, don't ever look back in anger sweets :)

still

2010-01-24T00:55:00.008+07:00

Even with us not speaking, i still see pieces of you everywhere. And i still see you haven't changed, no one bit.

(52hearts.tumblr.com)

missing you

2010-01-21T10:00:00.024+07:00

blogsecret:

when my hair is natural and messy, when my clothes aren’t always the best ones out of my closet, when my make-up, when i wear it, isn’t at it’s best. I just want someone in my life that’s honest with me no matter what. i wish you realized that you’re everything i’ve always wanted. Everytime we’re walking side by side i want to grab your hand and never let go. or when we’re looking each other in the eyes while talking or even when we’re laying by each other on your floor, i wish you would scoot over a little bit more and kiss me. out of no where. that would make me feel special and great. And to be honest, you’re the first guy i’ve really wanted to be mine and mine only. it’s been almost two and half past years we're together, though it was all over, i just want to tell you so bad, but my confidence isn’t ready to face something like this. Maybe i’m never ready, but i wish i was. in my mind i imagine what we’d look like, and what our friends would think of us. We’re a lot alike with interesting differences. I just want you to realize that i’ll always be here, waiting, wishing, HOPING, that you would just my future. And maybe, just MAYBE feel the same way. let’s start something great before it slips away. i can’t afford to loose someone as sweet and great as you. you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me. never leave my side, or i’ll be lost.

grateful

2009-04-25T23:20:00.011+07:00

mood : happy.tired.pleasant.idle

gue lagi suka banget tidur sekarang, yah daridulu juga siapa yang ga suka? haha malming ini aja gue end up sama kasur and my lovely three guling (maruk) ha ha. berhubung dua hari kemaren kuliahnya pagi terus dan tidurnya juga udah pagi, alhasil kuliah bawaanya ngantuuuk banget, tapi pas belajarnya doang sih ya, pulangnya tetepp kuman-kuman (kuliah main kuliah main) (maksa). pas kuliah makro kemaren juga sempet ketiduran terus bangun gara2 kaget sikut gue miss dari meja. semoga ga ada yang liat ya, ehehe.

sesuai prinsip kuman-kuman, jumat kemaren gue baliknya ke pim dulu sama ririz, one of my best classmate nyari buku MYOB, apa? yang jorok-jorok itu? bukaaaan, ini buku buat akun komputer gitu, sekali lagi ingat! buku-akun-komputer. hahaha trs aktivin mandiri card yang dapet dari kampus. iya, ngerepotin banget emang uin.
for the 1st, gue naik motor kepim. meskipun cumang diboncengin hehe and for the 1st too, gue ga buka kerudung jadii jalan jalan jilbaban. whoa gerah sih lumayan, but it's ok selama pede2 aja. pede kalo muka gue tambah bulet di jilbabin! :DD

lemme says hari itu adalah assalamualaikum day. kalo gue itungin dari mulai berangkat kuliah sampe pulang dengan selamat sampe rumah, ada 8 kali orang yang ga gue kenal bilang assalamualaikum.
pertama pas berangkat kuliah, tempat : the most smell-est place, Pasar Ciputat. namanya juga ciputat, udah maklum aja deh gue 8tahun lewat situ hampir setiap hari, baunya tetep, abang ojeknya makin banyak. malah dulu setiap lewat situ gue dipanggil "Nike Ardila".... hahaha.
ke-2 pas lagi macet2 bareng ririz di kampung utan, kenek metromini udah lagi teriak "Blok-M. Blok-M!" sempet2nya aja dia bilang assalamualaikum dengan suara yang dibikin seimut-imut mungkin. ke-3 di jalan kartika oleh abang2 rujak. ke-4 pas mau parkir, gatau deh mukanya yang mana tapi suara tetep : abang-abang. ke-5 & ke-6 di Jalan Kartika lagi dan di Pasar Ciputat lagi. ke-7 pas lagi jalan di kompleks kembali oleh abang abang yang masang tenda di deket rumah gue ada yang mau kawinan, ke-8 belom ada 10 langkah dari situ, dua bapak2 di depan rumahnya, berbarengan ngomong assalamualaikum juga. mungkin karena faktor pake jilbab itu kali ya (iyalah) haha. jujur aja gue ga tau arti harfiah assalamualaikum itu sendiri, dapet di Wikipedia gataunya assalamualaikum itu artinya "semoga kamu terselamatkan dari segala duka, kesulitan dan nestapa". gue jadi pingin bilang makasih buat yang udah memberi salam ke gue pada hari itu, meskipun udah agak bergeser makna tapi secara langsung mereka udah doain gue, hehe

karena menjawab salam itu wajib hukumnya, buat semua yang kemaren udah bilang assalamualaikum, I ANSWER YOU ALL ABANG-ABANG : Walaikumsalam Warahmatullahi Wabarakaatuh :)

have some wonderful days, btfl guys!

temporarily

2009-04-19T21:44:00.010+07:00

(middle split bangs, make my forehead more perfecttt! ha ha)

guys don't know & should know & should very know about girls

2009-04-07T22:30:00.008+07:00

1. Make us smile when we're down, stay caring. nothing's better.

2. Certainly, we reserve the right to hate all of your ex-girlfriends.

3. We loooooooove surprises!

4. If you're gonna look at other girls, at least make sure we don't see you do it.

5. Play any instruments for us, such as guitar or piano, sweet!

6. we're ALWAYS EXPECTING YOU TO CALL.

7. Please stop say " terserah", "yaudah", "gatau" when face the problem, help us to find a best solution.

8. We would love if you can understand & keep patient with our moods swings, specially when we have our monthly period.

9. Lean on us whenever you worried about something, share. stop acting so strong.

10. Fulfill your every promise and we'll love you till die

11. Immature guys are out from girls' list, so stop collecting porn.

12. When we say to you about these : feels not beautiful enough, uninteresting and less confident of ourself, pay attention for it. it's seriously serious.

13. Dreams a lot with us, planning future, don't let our bubble dreams broken.

14. But we're sorry, of course, Brandon Routh is hotter than you :p

15. We're genetically sensitive, so if we're cry, hug us like the warmest Bear.

16. We can either jokingly or seriously get jealous over your video games.

17. We miss you in every single second & never get patient for the next meets with you.

18. Karma does very exist, never mind to cheating us.

19. Consider your word when you get mad, stop being crude. girls can always remember it anytime whatsoever.

20. When you're annoying like hell (e.g: hang up the phone when we're yelling), we're still love you indeed.

reference : blog of casseybunn ; 15 things guys don't know about girls

my addiction

2009-04-04T20:39:00.005+07:00

crushcrushcrush!
super spicy, savory, crunchy, buuuuuttt addictive & unhealthy
unlucky me,can't stop eating :(

newborn baby comes!

2009-04-02T18:26:00.018+07:00

hello! yes as you see, there are many changes right? my background turning bright with different tittle & description--no,i still heart ayunan now and forever,swear!--i decided to change it became BTFL, only God knows why. so gimme apology for my bad english,thanks :p
i really skip March for posting. woohoo i'm too lazy to write. even until this day, my mood flies and he never come back, dash! i thinks bring times for laugh is better!

so how you folks doing? hope you doing well, like i did today & days days days before. i love my college's life :)
i've a class at 7.30 o'clock tomorrow, have a guess? it's Akhlak Tasawuf lecture with super boring lecturer hehe don't blame on me Sir. wait-Sir? whoo? i even don't know his name. okay i promise to ask my friends about that *crossfinger*

well, mm, i hate my visible eyebags. really hate i meant. it getting more visible if i'm not fast asleep. on other side, i difficulty falling asleep. huaa is it insomnia?

YES i'm panda look a like, miserable. then i'm googling for that mammals, newborn cutties baby panda come! here we go love

day 1 & 2

day 25

day 30

day 85- 90

day 120

TA-DA!
i think baby panda needs more sleep to lose her eyerings, hihi

the twin cubs were born on July 7th 2008 (ayunan 1st year anni :)), their mother named Guo-guo.
photos have been taken from cute-overload && see for more cutties newborn baby there!

p.s : give a click, the turn on-turn off light at top-right corner on hers layout is awe, waaaants! how about you?

dirty little secret

2009-04-01T19:46:00.008+07:00

painful healed, this confession finally revealed

i ♥ my two boyfriends
*panic!panic!panic!*

April 1st today and you guys enjoy my APRIL MOP! :p

cheeeeeeeeeeeeeers, BTFL

riot in an emptiness

2009-02-28T23:40:00.014+07:00

at the end of february and march beginning,
still eager to write something, although knew my grammar is suck.
something strange has come over, got me out of my mind.
tired with his inconsistent and egoism within.
giving a faith, it's hard, but at least i tried.
my disappointment get nothing to hide no more.
thinking about mistakes, anger and choice.
waiting my head to explode, screaming like some rockstars do.

here i stay, wish everything goes right.
i hate crying, nobody wants to, but i did...

i really just couldn't help my tears to come, not pretending as he think.
sadness is beautiful. emptiness is tragical.

walk me out of here,
i'm pain

3 weeks lately...

2009-02-24T14:28:00.034+07:00

february, 7th 09
to be honest, i've been waiting long enough for this date. ayunan-should be-19th months today. what miserable us, something like "armistice" or "military agression" happened since Jan,9th. nanda who gave that name-it peeve baby i tell you

february, 7th & 8th 09
i've gotta job!
purely,it's so so my luck. without an interview or something fuss, accepted! five hours stand a day, distribute flyers, offer a product to other people so that they're interested, receive bad responses, or even should still serve people who only wantto flirt-especially "om2", ew
i dont mind before, that's my first time to job, i earn money from my own effort-marvelously happy

Ayu Tri Oktaviani Wulandari , Ririzky Gusti Andhini

as a bone clown :D

february, 14th 09
who on earth don't know it's a valentine's day??
& whoa! sweet gift given by him. kiss kiss my boy (k)

february, 17th 09

commited my plan(which wasn't make me able to sleep longdays before-i'm pretty felt it) , through the night with his cousins until 12am, came to the front of his house, called him and surprisee! it's technically success but it such as most people usually do, right? it's not too special. i feel unsatisfied.disappointed.failed inside

eleven hours spent that day-it had never happened before since we're officialy as a couple. i'm sooooooo in love with that guy, overwhelmingly in love i meant. he's understanding and always goes with the flow of my moods
oh & thanks to nila, kak ayu, kide, kak reno, diera, wima, alan, okky, gusti who have participated :)

february, 18th 09
still celebrated his 19th. bought a cute birthday present for my friend at college, watched the curious case of benjamin button, exchange my gift for him to a smaller size & take lunch in two different places so i ate like pigs (i'm 52kg, or probably more right now. i think i'll never do it again-just thinking haha)

february, 22nd 09
what a morning! i've jogged and joined aerobic's exercise at Taman Kota, still with him of course ;) i loves to do some outdoor activities actually..
i make experiment with potatoes, broccoli and cheese at home, and oh ya previously i make garlic bread & cream soup with sweet corn and sausage too. how with the taste? not too bad i guess. i'll post it here, next. be patient folks

february, 24th 09
i always hate to wake up at early morning. and this day, i did it. My father & I went to the police offfice at Tangerang. Here's our very long route to reach there:
BSD-Ciputat - Lb.Bulus - PondokIndah - Gandaria - KebayoranLama - Permata Hijau - Kelapa2 - Kedoya - Kedaung - Duri Kosambi - Kalideres - BatuCeper - Daan Mogot (Tangerang)

it weary at the most, but please welcome my newly genuinely effortably first driving license

looks obese :(

today, february 25th 09
sitting here alone in front of my computer. raining hard outside. eat some chocolates. listen for kings of convenience. H-6 to back to my routines. bored? absolutely YES.

hometown alias pulang kampung

2009-01-27T01:58:00.010+07:00

YOGYAKARTA!

well oh i love the city much, perasaan gue tentram aja kalo ada disini,padahal jumlah kendaraanya lebih banyak&polusinya lebih parah dr Jakarta yaa,mau gimana lg gue udah terlanjur jatuh cintaa :D
gue lagi di kosan mas Sigit sekarang, minjem notebooknya(setelah ditelusuri ulang ternyata itu laptop, bukan notebook.ahaha how fool i am) buka2 facebook sebentar terus iseng2 mosting. backsoundnya duet ngorok bokap sama kakak gue, ngetiknya gelap2an, keyboardnya item, layarnya kecil bener.sulit deh
besok gue rencananya mau jalan2 nyariin oleh2 ke malioboro ato belanja batik ke pasar bringharjo terus sorenya pulang, sebelnya kamera gue batrenya udah mau isdet udah gitu ga sengaja ke format ulang sama bokap.ilang deh itu semua foto2 yang di Semarang kemaren. huhu :''''''''''''''''''''''(
udah pagi gini kumat perut gue,laper. nyari2 di kulkas masigit adanya cumang susu ultra yang putih. alhamdulillahwasyukurilah low fat, kalo ngga perut gue mau tambah buncit seapa lagi hahaha eh yaa ngekost tuh ternyata enak ya,apalagi di Jokja apalagi kuliah di UGM,masuknya pake utul dan jurusanya jg bukan yg ecek2. hmm two thumbs up for you my brother Sigit,iri deh ah
satu lagi, meskipun ga lebaran angpau gue banyak, hiahaha... ohhhhh i heart pulang kampung ;)

yo wes ngantuk tenan iki, wes jam telu ki piye iki piye iki piro kabare?
hahahahahahaha ciao!

coding

2009-01-17T16:26:00.016+07:00

blah blah blah-yes here the result for three and a half hours coding lesson with Mr.Prakoso S.Komp -amin

ctrl +S, ctrl +1, ctrl +2. voila!

okay, diperjelas thennnn

replied with my limited coding ability

777 words of ayunan

ngeh! bad quality picture.........
but love you still, guguk

pointless nostalgic

2009-01-07T11:25:00.009+07:00

here just a little tiny 'diamond' stone for the boy & the girl's love-life
and this day, should become one and a half for them.

situation : Days ago, a night in phone, the girl said to the boy "i just wanted to meet you tomorrow, it almost distracted if I did not meet with you soon" the boy also describe how longing he was with the girl and 'll try to meet for the girl tomorrow. She's very excited but the boy wasn't indicated the same, he just fallen a sleep.
bomb : The boy prefer to spend the day for that fckn' skating, or whatever he did there.

situation : In four days less than one and a half years, the girl believe during this the boy is hers and she's his.
bomb : The boy said that the girl is nothing who can't force anything to meet him

situation : 4days lost contact. She miss the boy violently, but the girl wasn't looked that there's something show the boy feel this way too. It ruined her mood much.
bomb : The girl called the boy to ensure everything is allright. Oh and yes, the boy seems indifferent.

situation : The boy send a veryvery short message to the girl
bomb : The girl was amazed, she replied his message but the boy replied not-he was overslept.

situation : The boy messenger was accidentally signed in on the girl's mobile
bomb : The boy blocked the girl's account. No needs to argue, the boy wasn't really wished with her. The girl was very upset, she was became very understand what the boy mean, she hopes no more, and she's not strong enough to hold back her tears. The girl also dont know what to appreciate on their special day, today.

are you happy boy?

sapphireunion

2009-01-04T14:51:00.024+07:00

In this photo: Fiqi Violet, Assyifaa Salamah, Rani Putriani , Ayu Tri Oktaviani Wulandari

Photoshoots

my lovely freaky friends :P

and the photomodels areeeeee

also girls we're terribly miss

Icha Alint

love y'all SAPPHIRE :3

things (NYE)

2009-01-03T18:24:00.027+07:00

last year movie:
National Treasure

enjoyed the fireworks about 20minutes, nnd also recorded it but he's too stingy to gimme tht video.
reason : the bytes almost 20mega. it's too large and will take a long time. *errr lazy boy-__-

note : thanks google for nice pict above

about 00.01 am

some pictures taken by him

gloria and melman, what a couple!
nnd called me gloria, he think i'm as huge as she's. pretty sad i am

sadly, we're really got to move-it

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Christina Aguilera-Hurt

so it called holiday (?)

2009-01-02T22:14:00.010+07:00

hello long time no write, udah 2009 yaa.wihi

HAPPY NEW YEAR everybody!

and

HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY my mom, she's sunshine of my life. i love her much

akhir 2008 kemaren banyak hal yang memberi gue kesenangan hehe tapi ada juga sih rencana yang udah di siap2in dari lama banget eh malah ahirnya failed. first, ngumpul sama anggi nila caya, susah banget nyari moment yang pas buat kumpul bener2 berempat gitu. salah satu momentnya yang pas sih seharusnya liburan tahun baru ini. tapi pas udah dateng liburnya malah tambah susah aja pingin ketemunya, jumat-sabtu-minggu si caya ga bisa, giliran senin angginya yang ngilang ga ngabar di telfon2 ga bisa. giliran udah nyambung ga diangkat dan no call back. akhirnya sampe caya balik ke Malang lagi tadi pagi, ga jadi ketemuan sama sekali. GAGAL TOTAL :(
sec, liburan uas ini mau banget ke anyer sama temen2 sekelas. rencananya udah mateng banget deh udah rapat ini itu temen gue juga udah nelfonin mas2 yang punya cottage udah nawar2. terus tiba2 zonk temen2 kelas gue jadi banyak maunya kesini aja kesitu aja. yasudah deh ngga mencapai mufakat ahirnya bataal :( :(
nyenenginnya gue renang bareng keluarganya nanda, sebenernya ga renang juga sih karena gue ga bisa renang dan kemaren hampir tenggelem 2x hahaha,tapi gatau kenapa gue seneng banget diajakin gitu ;) terus sleepover dirumah fiqi sama jule rani shyva. sayangnya alint ga pulang ke Jakarta terus icha juga ga bisa gara2 nginep di rumah kakaknya di Sudirman. huhu

and how about the New Year Eve? it's already fun, i've 2nd new year with nanda. we just seen for a movie, funtastic fireworks, listened audy sing songs and the crowd behind. hope it will be happen for next-next-and next yeaaaar! love this moment

oh ya udah gitu tugas liburan menumpuk bikin soal matematika sampe ratusan, bikin tugas quiz kewiraan, bikin tugas mikro, sama tugas membuat laporan tentang upacara bendera. oh i'm too lazy to do it all. heeelp

the gaulest ebuddy

2008-12-24T20:06:00.014+07:00

many couples of yesterday ago, aii (my classmate) officially became the ebuddy member. okay giiiiiiiiiirl,come to this cyber world ai, wish you got a lot of JOY and LUCK! hahaha

she's amazed when found that ebuddy can talk with Indonesia gaul language. yes right, it's Indonesia-Gaul language,
please follow me to show you how awesome is that!

*left : in English
right : in Indonesia gaul

remember password = inget password
cancel = gajadi
yes = iya
no = nggak
add buddy = tambah buddy
invite friends = ajak temen
busy = sibuk! *must with exclamation
be right back = bentar lagi balik
in a call = dalam panggilan
away = lagi pergi
appear offline = sok sok offline

are you sure to sign out of ebuddy? = lo yakin mau sign out dari ebuddy?

get it now, available on cd and cassette!
haha :)

turut berduka cita ya, van?

2008-12-21T20:31:00.016+07:00

tadi pagi gue bangun jam setengah11, nonton madagascar bentar terus balik ke kamar lagi nyari2 esia yang dari kemaren pagi blm gue jamah hehe males sih esia ga ada yang nelpon jarang bgt ada yang sms, paling si Aba itu juga sms aneh2 pake bahasa sunda,blah! cingcongceremeng gue ga ngerti :p pas liat esia ada New Urgent Message, isinya ngabarin disuruh kumpul di kampus jam 11 mau ngelayat bokapnya ivan-innalilahi wa inailaihi rajiuun
abis itu gue nelfon2 yang lain bermaksud mencari tebengan, nelfon typud baru bangun juga dia, nelfon aii sibuk, nelfon renyca sakit, nelfon riris dia bilang "iya yunan ntar gue cariin tebengan" sip. mandi deh abis itu gue buru2, bingung pake baju apa make up nya gimana gapunya heels--HAHA NGGA DENG. gue pake baju item2 ahirnya, rada seneng juga gue pake baju warna gini jadi keliatan kurus.aseek
terus gue lets gogo, nlfn riris lagi nanya dia dimana, jawabannya "ini udah di jalan mau kerumah ivan" ngeh? whtwhtwht gue ditinggaaal. haha ahirnya si riris nyuruh dwi balik lagi ke kampus nungguin gue, untuung dwi mau baik bgt deh dia alhamdulillah.
ironisnya di pinggir jalan gede deket rumah ivan gue liat janur kuning bersebelahan dengan bendera kuning ditancepin disitu--just a same beginning ya kan? si empunya janur kuning memulai hidup baru bahtera rumah tangganya dan si bendera kuning juga memulai hidup baru di akhirat mempertanggungjawabkan semua perbuatan di dunia-yehaa influencenya si ESQ deh
sampe2 rumah ivan udah sepi, bokapnya udah dikuburin, nunggu aja ahirnya gue sama dwi duduk bengong2 ngeliatin bapak2 gotongin batang pisang sama tempat dari seng yang buat mandiin jenazahnya itu, ga lama aryo aek sm riris dateng. ivan nyuruh kita masuk salaman sama nyokapnya,duduk2 sebentar sambil minta ceritain gimana2nya, yang gue salut kok si ivan tabah bgt ya tu anak? gue jadi mikir setelah bokapnya ga ada berarti tinggal dia doang satu2nya cowo di keluarganya, jadi tumpuan buat nyokap dan 2 adeknya yg satu masih SD. huaaa sedih
ternyata bokap ivan meninggal karena gagal ginjal.gagal ginjal gara-gara apa van?pertamanya bokap gue kena diabetes.ceritanya gimana?jadi bokap gue semalem masuk ICU jam 9 terus jam 11 udah normal, yaudah gue disuruh pulang aja. pas gue panggil emang udah ga ngerespon lagi sih,cuman detak jantungnya aja yang normal. pas jam 1 malem gue di telfon lagi disuruh ke rumah sakit, gataunya bokap gue udah ga ada. hmm kita semua diem aja abis ivan cerita gitu, apalagi gue pas ivan ngmg "pertamanya bokap gue kena diabetes" jadi sedih sendiri inget bokap gue yang diabetes juga ........................ngng
yaudah abis ngobrol2 itu kita pamit pulang, mampir ke mesjid dulu buat solat zhuhur-ehem anak UIN deh emang
si riris cerita tadi dia salah ngelayat ke rumah orang udah gitu sempet2nya digodain abang2. hahaha

pulangnya gue naik angkot dari jombang sampe rumah terus naik ojek, abang ojeknya ngomong cakep bener abis jalan2 ya neng? (buset udah item2 gini dibilang abis jalan2.ckk) he abis ngelayat bang.o meninggal? (yaiyaaaaaaaaaalah bang udah tau judulnya ngelayat)--> (ngangguk2)--> (cabuuut)

sial day

2008-12-16T19:10:00.026+07:00

Wraaaw kenapa sih ini bola kalo gue tonton PASTI Indonesianya kalah melulu, ga lawan Singapur waktu itu, ga lawan si Thailand, pokonya belom2 udah kebobolan di menit menit pertama, hmm kata dosen pancasila & kewiraan gue orang Indonesia itu dari kecil udah dibiasain males klemer2, jadi ya agak kurang siap kalo harus menghadapi sesuatu yang sifatnya memerlukan kesigapan dan ketangkasan. hahaha yaah piye toh Bapak aja kalo ngajar always telat dan kalo ngomong beler2 dikit-he maaf ya paaak, maklum kok kan Bapak orang Indonesia aseli ye?

Change topic- tadi pagi gue jatoh dari motor lagi, kalo hari ini hari Selasa, jatoh pertama gue adalah hari Sabtu. haha blm juga sembuh sakit & malunya, ditambah lagi lecet dan biru2.dadadadadadamn, ugh!
jatoh pertama, Sabtu (13/12)
pulang kuliah udah sore banget gara2 ada tambahan kuliah Inggris, heeergh you bother my saturday night, okay it's enough for makes my mood down. Nanda jemput terus kita pulang, rencananya mau makan dulu eh tapi malah tabrakan =_= untung ga ada yang kenapa2 termasuk si abang Ojek pihak yang bersalah itu, lagi siiiiiih mau belok ga ngasih sen. aduh aduh
ya udah deh jatoh lah itu Nanda dan gue, Nanda gatau gimana jatohnya tapi yang jelas gue kaya nyungsruk ke depan terus dada gue kena stang motornya. waaaaa Ibuuuu, sakitnya ga ilang ilang sampe sekarang :''(
jatoh kedua, Selasa (16/12)
berangkat kuliah, jalannya super licin terus gue jalan minggir2. kalo ini murni jatoh sendiri ga kesenggol apa2, pas bediri sepatu gue tinggal sebelah, kerudungnya kotor, bajunya juga, tangan coklat2 kena becekan, sadis. kayanya sih bannya selip tapi gue juga ragu apa tadi lupa ngerem ya?
quote of the day: orang panik lupa segalanya :P

Alhamdulillahnya Nanda tadi ke kampus terus kita makan dan berfoto2 gaul sekali layaknya anak muda (yeaha)

masih normal

Kekerasan Dalam Rumah Tangga

rasain lo merem HAHA

mulai aneh

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barusan hape gue bunyi ada telfon dari 08997214428, gue angkat suaranya mba mba, lalu terjadilah percakapan singkat, annoying, ALAY.
gue : halo?
mba mba annoying : eh lo kuliah dimana sih lo?
gue : haa ini siapa?
mba mba annoying : jawab aja sih lo kuliah dimana?
gue : apaan dah, lo siapa dulu?
mba mba annoying : yee ditanya juga belagu banget sih loo
gue : lo juga biasa aja kaleeee mba
**telpon dia tutup
hahaha ampun deh si emba, marah marah mulu ntar cepet alay lo

ayunan~semoga besok ga sial lagi, i wish :D

LOL (Lots Of Love)

2008-12-08T13:39:00.005+07:00

what a fabulous day yesterday was! me and nanda celebrate our 17th mnths anniversary, and here what-we-did-list :

first, i gave him a gift which i prepared from the last few days. he said that the perfume smell good and he loved it-thanks honey.
second, we went to Summarecon then buoght two tickets of Twilight movie
the show was started at 17.20 pm so we must wait about 1 hour-itsn't a big no no because everything'll be great if i with you dear :)
third, Nanda ask me to play at Timezone but i prefer to spend the time at J.co
he bought 3 donuts and 1 beverage called choco forest freeze-i think the taste likes a blended black forest cake.
fourth, we captured some pictures by fujifilm's photobox.
fifth, we bought twin rope bracelets in one of beautiful shops-i hope you always wear it anywhere anytime yaa.
sixth, walked at Summarecon's DownTownWalk-it's a cozy place to eat there or just to enjoy the colorful lights.
seventh, he take me home and enjoyed our dinner so much.

SEVEN things above seems like nothing special, but my love to you soo out of standard
thanks for 543 days together, love you my 07.07.07

bzzt can't wait until next Saturday/Sunday to meet you again, i miss you so honey ginger :)

LOL,

ayunan

10 Things I Hate About

2008-12-03T23:11:00.000+07:00

LIZARD

Here goes:

1. Oh sweetheart, your body are soooo looks nauseating with the flawless skin i ever seen. mygosh, i'm so passionate on you

2. Your triangle head make me sick

3. Who suggest you that you should stick-out your branch tongue when you're eating?

4. The way that you walk are truly make me jealous. A perfect sway! Are you ever joined the modeling school before?

5. You have NO cilia-how you use your maskara by the way? haha

6. Your body seems like jelly-yummy but, urgh! it's too flabby and disgusting, right?

7. Why don't you use glue, cello tape or even double tape under you feet? so you don't need to suddenly fall and makes people shocked

8. Please gimme a clue about your amazing broken-off tail

9. Your body shape, 4 of your foot and extra fingers that you have. I think it's too much for a tiny little creature like you

10. Even you don't have any bloods, transparent body. Great!

I dont wanna see you again baby, so please go away from my bathroom. it's not funny if i go to campus without take a bath (again)

ayunan reported.

betmen (bete-men!)

2008-12-01T21:53:00.000+07:00

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa monski banget nih ini rasanya kalo udah bete gini mao ngapa2in aja jadi gak enak padahal ada tugas buat besok tapi udah malem gini belom gue kerjain padahalnya lagi tuh kalo ngerjain tuh tugas harus ngeliat ngebaca ngenyimak dengan baik-baik tuh bukunya kan yang tebelnya ngalahin kamus inggris-indonesia.indonesia-inggris, nah ini otak gue lagi ga nyatu ama pala gini rasanya disuruh ngerjain kaya gituan.ogaaaahh
haha yaudah sih kalo gamau ngerjain mah besok nyontek aja pake banyak cing cong lagi gua ini sangking betenya hffff

udah gitu tadi gua meletekin es batu tuh tumben kok keras banget ya eh esnya sampe mental ke jidat gua lagi, ada telepon dari si temen gua dari kemaren juga ga gua angkat2in.aduh maap banget yaya? terus msn gua tuh divirusin ngebetein banget virusnya ga diklik ga apa lansung ngirimin link ke orang orang lagi udah gitu mesti pake restart computer segala nyalanya lagi lama banget emang dasar komputer gue yang lemot ditingal bolak balik jakarta-bandung juga belom nyala nyala deh tuh komputer sangking lamanya. engga deng ha apa sih ni gue ngemeng apa

yaudadah ahirnya gue liat youtube aja tuh video yang waktu itu dikasitauin Nanda,eh tapi ati2--gapapa kalo emang doyan--kalo mau ngetik y-o-u-t-u-b-e jangan sampe ga keketik Y nya jadi o-u-t-u-b-e doang soalnya waktu itu aja gue tanpa ga sengaja gara2 jari2 gue nih expert banget eh kebuka tuh situs web nya.gyahahaha fantastis dah sangking fantastisnya sampe gelimpungan gue gimana ini cara ngapus historynya dari komputer
eh iya nih videonya kalo orang Jawa yang ngerti bahasa Jawa pasti ngakak liatnya tapi kalo ngga Jawa ya juga harus ketawa pokoknya HARUS

kocak abis udah liat berkali kali juga mulut sama ngomonganya pas banget, ha makasih ya Ginger

lovers and friends

2008-11-30T22:11:00.001+07:00

heloo deaar! this is my third posting at the last november 2008.apasih
ya ya ya tau ga sih gue seneng banget weekend ini. si pacar (Nanda) lagi baik dan adem ayemmm, setelah bored banget sama habit.in.the.middle.week yang isinya berantem2 melulu ahirnya gue memutuskan untuk memendam emosi dan amarah kalo lagi kangen, hu semoga bisa ya AMIIN

singkat ceritanya sabtu kemaren abis kuliah Nanda nyusul gue di sebuah salon yang judulnya **ck* Salon di bilangan Ciputat, kalo yang tau dulu rambut gue lurus-kempes-tipis-poni alay ga karuan secara tiba2. NAH INI DIA SALON RACUNNYA! hahaha jadi inget conversation Gue-Anggi-Caya

latar tempat : mobil anggi
latar waktu : siang hari, pulang sekolah, jalan tikus sebelah **ck* Salon
Anggi : (starred at **ck* Salon) dulu gue pernah ke salon ini nih! lumayan juga....................
Gue & Caya : (cengar cengir bego, shocked dalem hati bilang "WUAH! ga salah nih dulu kita smoothing disini,rahasia yang selama ini dipendam pendam. Anggi aja bilang lumayan. mueehehehehehe aseek! YEAAAAAHH! )
Caya : iyaa? lumayan nggi?? (enthusiastic)
Anggi : he eh, lumayan jeleknya.. HUAHAHAHAHA (tertawa lepas)
Gue & Caya : ............................................................. (mau nangis)

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abis dari the most secret place itu gue dibawa main ke rumahnya Nanda yang di Ciputat juga, cukup horor karna sampe sana JeNg-jEng! komplit dari mulai Ayah, Ibu, Kakak, Eyang Kakung, Eyang Putri, dan Tante2nya. Sebenernya pernah sih yang lebih ekstrim, pas Nanda ngajak gue buka bareng keluarganya di Abuba, intinya disitu ditengah2 berkumpulnya keluarga besar cumang gue doang orang asing non-keluarganya. omfg, ini anak ilang nyasar dari mana....

sampe pada suatu scene gue diajak ngobrol sama Eyang Kakungnya Nanda, Eyangnya friendly banget ngajak ngobrol nanya rumah gue dimana, gue orang mana etc etc. sampe pada beberapa pertanyaan yang kesannya GUE-GA-LULUS-SD banget ngejawabnya. here the conversation goessss :

Eyang Nanda : Ayah sama Ibu orang mana?
Gue : Emm... Klaten Eyang, Jokja, Eh Solo.. ( give me applause!)
Eyang Nanda : Ooo, di sebelah mananya?
Gue : (cengo) hee............
Eyang Nanda : Di kotanya atau gimana?
Gue : OOH, iya Eyang he he ( padahal gue gatau yang mana kota yang mana desanya)

**other convers**
Eyang Nanda : motornya baru yaa? masih 300 kilo.. hehe
Gue : iyaa Eyang, abis cuma dibuat kuliah pulang aja, ga boleh kemana2 dulu belom punya SIM
Eyang Nanda : hoo, ga dipake buat sodaranya?
Gue : hah maksudnya? (AH KECEPLOSAN)
Eyang Nanda : iya kaka atau adiknya?
Gue : ooh iya, ga ada yang dirumah...
ending : Nanda ngajakin gue masuk dannn gue ga bilang apa2 sm Eyangnya. permisi dulu kek gitu guaa.. hahah terlalu

notes
*eh kok Eyang Nanda ya? kesannya Nandanya yang udah eyang2 haha, i'm soso sorry sweetie :)
*not because i didn't know manners, but i'm quite nervous if you knooooooooow. huhu~
*Caya~apology, apology, apology, apology, apology..

sekian, terima kasih

SD Negri Maruga 2

2008-11-26T14:38:00.000+07:00

memoorii kau membukaaa luka lamaa...... teng teng teng teng

hehe ngga nyambung sebenernya ini lagu sama yang pingin gue ceritain, tadi pagi pas mandi, pas mau siap siap ke kampus, pas lagi mencet odol suddenly gue kaaaaaaaangen banget sama temen2 SD Maruga gue, padahal ini SD sumpah ga boong bonto banget, kurang bonto apa sampe ga ada wc, ada sih tapi keadaannya memprihatinkan, ga sanggup gue pipis disana apalagi pup. Bentuknya kaya rumah kosong yang udah keilangan atep, jadi ya bayangin aja kalo mau pipis ato mengeluarkan pembuangan disana belom apa apa, baru buka retsleting eeh udah ada yang ngintip.ckkkkkkkk
Ditambah lagi ga ada air, temboknya item penuh pilox terus baunya BEEEEEEHH, sedaps aroma pipis kering

Gue mengenyam pendidikan 5 tahun di sana dari kelas 1-5 SD, sisanya dipindahin sama bokap ke SD yang lebih elit di Lebak Bulus, yaaaah setidaknya ada wc, air, dan laintainya keramik mangkanya gue bilang elit :p alesannya biar SMP dann seterusnya gue bisa sekolah di Jakarta, intinya daerah rumah gue tuh emang suburban city. hehe
SD gue bentuknya L, 2 baris bangunan ini punya SD Maruga 1 yang lebih bagus-dikit. jadi SD gue ya cumang numpang aja, semua murid maruga 2 cumang boleh sekolah di 1 baris.ngerti nggak? belibet deh haha
meskipun kaya gitu, SD inilah yang merupakan masa masa kejayaan gue.HAHAHA gimana ngga, 5 tahun gue sekolah disana 5 tahun juga gue dapet rengking 1, lumayan buat bangga2in orang tua :D

HAHAHA!

Kalo diinget2 cukup berwarna juga semasa SD kala ituu, dari yang punya temen bokapnya juragan angkot dan istrinya 12 (mau dong Oom jadi yang ke-13), kecipratan rezeki rambutnya temen gue yang hitam dan berkilau tapi ternyata menyimpan sejuta misteri (kutu), cinta monyetnya, ngumpulin orjinya, jajan lidinya, minum es orsonnya, main kasti + bekel, pake seragam pramuka, potongan rambut ala anak SD yang setipe semua (belah tengah), yang terahirr jadi jatuh cinta sama bollywooood gara2 pernah perform nari India buat acara perpisahan, astaga!
Soo thaanks ya buat temen gue yang diam diam menyesatkan itu.hikssssss (padahal doyan juga lo yu)

Tapi dari semua aib itu, gue cukup bangga kok bisa sekolah disana, belajar ga sombong dan beradaptasi sama lingkungan. serta merta mengenal bahasa betawi yang lumayan pekat dipake sama temen2 gue disana. iya KAGAK?
Gilang, Nita, Dedeh, Bahri, Ayu kecill.kuliah dimana ya kaliannn?

love, Ayu Tri/ Ayu Gede/ Atow*

*panggilan semasa SD :'(((((((

arabic = fun with the capital F, U and N

2008-11-23T00:38:00.008+07:00

مرحبا الناس! كيف تفعل؟ جميل أن تعرف لكم ثم

translator : hello folks! how do you do? nice to know you thenn :)

& wish me luck with arabic language lesson at my college. (amin!) !امين